this kind of stuff isn’t supposed to happen to people like you.
you were so young.
you were so great.
everything is confusing and uncertain now.
what is anyone supposed to do when something like this happens?
what am I doing? what am I going to do?
i don’t know how to feel.
I don’t think anyone has an idea what to do now, but I know that josh wouldn’t want us to be sad. He would want us to celebrate his life and the moments we spent with him. For such a young age, he was so ahead of his time and touched so many lives. He will definitely live on in the hearts and memories of the people he touched, and I’m sure he wouldnt want it any other way.
I don’t know if you’re going to the service today, but if you are, talking to others and sharing stories has definitely helped me. Especially his family.
As for what to do now, I have no clue. This is hard for me to accept.
Forever young, forever loved, forever missed.